The world as we know it has literally changed. Whenever I have a “crisis” of sorts or need to rearrange the thought processes in my mind, I sit at my computer and type. I free flow somewhat in the way I play the piano — let my fingers wander the keys until I formulate a melodic theme — same with my thoughts at the computer keyboard. I connect with spirit and hear the whispering voice from our ancestors on the other side or is it my higher self talking to me? This is what we call “living in the mystery — allowing the eyes to see.” A lyric from “Take it Back” that Michael wrote last year. It’s interesting how the lyrics from five of his “poetic” songs created between 2018 and 2019 are coming true in these current times. I always knew he was a magician.
With all of that said, I would like to share with my readers the thought processes of my mind from March 16, 2020……perhaps my musings may assist you during these times 🙂 Hang in there World — We’ve got this!!!!!
March 16 2020
Has it happened? Has it all begun? Life as we knew it — resting in space. A space between the two sides of existence. Is it happening already? I knew this time would come but I had no idea it would begin NOW. In 2020 when I am 40. But I feel so young? Once blissfully unafraid. Holding his hand, skipping among the grasses riding our bikes with the wind blowing on our faces. When our biggest challenge was figuring out which activity to do on a weekend — do we drive to Salida, see a movie at the Mayan, go roller skating or just chill and make music? The privilege to breathe.
The existential pain. Coming down in torrents of rain. Thoughts hovering right in front of the mind’s eye — Is this all an experiment? To see how we will react? When everything we thought we knew in the world of “order” comes crumbling down like a brick wall. You must see through the illusion for you know this is how it all begins in the new world order. An order of those who cross the path to see. Unprecedented times is correct. I am at a standstill. Not knowing what to write. Not knowing what direction to move towards — just feeling an overwhelming feeling of gratitude. Gratitude for the knowing to “stay put.” Feeling momentum to “move towards something” and always at the end knowing to not decide on anything. My how much changes in a week. From feeling the immense knowing and download of “Known Odyssey Productions,” which will become born soon, to now entering a time of “survival” that we have never before seen in my/our generation.
I’ll never forget being a young girl and having a conversation with an “elder” of the time – a man around my grandparent’s age back when I was a teenager. He said “You kids have no idea how lucky you have it. You have never had to see or go through the things I had to when I was your age. You have no idea how easy your life is.” I remember feeling a bit guilty in that moment but at the same time a little put off. How am I the spokesperson for my generation feeling guilty for not being alive in a time when this person was therefore being held responsible for not knowing how to understand someone because I wasn’t alive when they were? Is that what we do as humans? Blame people for things that are beyond their control but in our irrational thought processes make them responsible so we can feel righteous? Generations blaming generations. Where is the common bond the thread that unites the universal truth? Diving deeper into the soul of humanity where the real “work” is done. The “why” we are here on this planet can become a little more clearer in this space. Let’s shed the layers now. Is that why this “crisis” of “coronavirus” coming up so we can do the real work? Let’s say so. We need to find the positive in this — the reason why — the hope that our world can return to “public events” and unity of the masses coming together in a positive way. Was our “New Earth” events becoming too bright for the planet that this “disease” is becoming “out of control where everything must be shut down? So many theories coming to play but we must stay clear of the fear. The fear of losing control. Stay vigilant yet centered. We are here to guide you along this path and know you are never alone.